Hey!!! Where have you been???

I guess it has been a long time since I last wrote anything on here. I had no idea that it had been that long. I need to put it back in my schedule to at least write on here once a week again.

Where have I been?

Lets see... I have been working and enjoying my job lately. The last month has been a trying time for me. It is my one year anniversary since I left my old job. It was and is still really hard. I read something the other day about forgiveness... I need to really work on that forgiveness and get those guys out of my life. My heart is still hurting and the pain cuts really deep. I thought that I was done with all of that. But the last month has proved to me that I am not. I need to remember the grace that Jesus asked me to have and to actually extend that grace into forgiveness.

School has been crazy lately. I had a major melt down and almost quit my accounting school. I think that I am just really being over worked and under supported. After finally expressing this to my husband I feel a lot better though. I just could not find the time to get all of my work done and still spend time with my family. God answered a prayer and not really in the way I thought... But now I have about an hour to an hour and a half in the morning to work on my school work.

As for Bible college I am wrapping up my class and writing my final paper on that one. I wanted some big bright answer to God's call but I haven't received it yet. I keep hearing about spiritual gifts and they are all around me. Maybe I need to take some quiet time and really just open up to hear the answer.

Family life is going good. Rikki and Jissi are getting ready to leave for the summer. I will miss them. But they really do need some good time with their Dad. James and I are going to be doing the summer kids program at church to still be around kids during the time that they are gone. I think that it will really be fun this year.

I am working on reading the Bible in 90 days still. I lost some time but now I have made it up. So it will be 90 plus days :) I love reading the Bible and hearing what my Father has to tell me. When I am reading the Bible it seems like the rest of the day goes great.

So here is to another great day with my one and only true pure love.... Jesus!